That makes one of us.
The days are full of planning and trying to look ahead a couple of weeks, while grieving and looking back and trying to manage all of the emotions that come with that for myself and also my children.
Its. A LOT.
People around are full of love, offerings, kindness, prayers, and graciousness when I simply cannot keep up. Replying to messages. Saying big enough thank yous. Meeting the standards I always aim for. I may let people down. But I am truly doing my best. Thank you everyone who gets that.
To be clear, we are SURROUNDED by love and warmth and efforts, and people are being GENEROUS. Like, crazy generous. We are NOT without anything at all. Except Brady. 🤮 Ugh.
Memorial plans are moving forward. Things are locking down consistently throughout the days. Still lots of decisions to make. More meetings to come. But for now, the kids are at clubs and youth, and I will take a breath.
