Day 4

Not even kidding. Four days without running water. But its just my street, so whats the hurry to fix it up, right?

Yesterday really knocked the wind out of me, for some reason. I feel like I’ve lost hope in a few things and I don’t like myself right now. I’m colder, and more closed off than I’ve been. If I get disappointed about something, I either just shut it out and pretend like nothing happened, or I let it eat at me until I explode at someone I love. I am in an ugly pattern.

I’m going to spend this afternoon playing with Dekker, and crocheting. But not orders today. Just stuff for fun. And when Brady gets home, we will have perogies and wings, and decorate the Christmas tree that has been standing in our living room for almost two weeks. It is nice to have something to look forward to.

Anyone remember what Deks looked like last Christmas season? Anyone remember those cheeks?

P1000845I love this boy.

Willa

If you’ve made it to day four without water, in the middle of winter, with a toddler, just before Christmas……….without blowing at someone you love, YOU my dear are a pillar of self-control and I for one, am in awe. Hope the fix comes today!
I remember last Christmas Day here, Dekker blessing Unky Reid with glorious cuddles so his Mommy and Daddy could have Christmas Dinner at the same time! What a GOOD boy.

haileyjeanne

Willa, your comments always leave me feeling so encouraged 🙂 Thank you so much! Sadly, I know I haven’t had a very good attitude but my husband is quick to forgive, so that helps a lot!
And that Christmas memory is so sweet to me too!

Willa

If you’ve made it to day four without water, in the middle of winter, with a toddler, just before Christmas……….without blowing at someone you love, YOU my dear are a pillar of self-control and I for one, am in awe. Hope the fix comes today!
I remember last Christmas Day here, Dekker blessing Unky Reid with glorious cuddles so his Mommy and Daddy could have Christmas Dinner at the same time! What a GOOD boy.

haileyjeanne

Willa, your comments always leave me feeling so encouraged 🙂 Thank you so much! Sadly, I know I haven’t had a very good attitude but my husband is quick to forgive, so that helps a lot!
And that Christmas memory is so sweet to me too!

mama jeanne

Well Sweetheart, sorry it’s looking and feeling so ugly today. I have and will continue to pray for you. I love you so much! I love your adorable boys too 🙂

mama jeanne

Well Sweetheart, sorry it’s looking and feeling so ugly today. I have and will continue to pray for you. I love you so much! I love your adorable boys too 🙂