The Daily Hailey

Today isn’t a great day for posting. I know Dekker has been thru the mill, and I know that my time and energy is ideally spent on him right now, but my body is feeling it.

I feel sick to my stomach today. We have such great leftovers right now, as well as lots of yummy and easy food to prepare. It shouldn’t be hard, but today, I just didn’t want anything. I pulled a soup out of the freezer from when Laela was born, and was looking forward to it, but it didn’t sit well at all, just like everything else from the day.

I’m pretty confident that my “sickness” is psychological. Not in the way that its made up and doesn’t exist, though. I very truly feel sick. My stomach turns, I’m dizzy, and I struggle to keep my eyes open. But I don’t think I have a bug. I have some pretty solid anxiety from earlier this week, and I feel like the anticipation leading up to Dekkers surgery did a number on me without me realizing it. I’m hoping I can get it together sooner than later.

Tomorrow, I’m heading to the city on my own for a couple of quick appointments. I haven’t had my legs waxed since before Christmas (I know, I know, not something I should share…) so I’m happy to have that taken care of! And chiropractic, which I always look forward to, since I see the best chiropractor in the world. I won’t be gone too long at all, but I’m wondering if that little reprieve will be exactly what I need. I’ll know soon, either way.

Ok, shorty post. Just not feeling comfortable in this spot and I’m having a low tolerance for discomfort right now. Sleep well!